Idiot

Can I just blame you
For the way I am right now,
Before I met you
Words off my mouth were never foul

Or are they to blame
When 'righteous' and 'pure' me turned bad,
Too much love bring shame
‘Be cruel to be kind’ and all that

Or is it the world
‘Nasty’ and ‘ Mean’ it has been called,
Too cold with no soul
Too cursed to have roses on the wall

Yup those are the reasons
You and them with the whole world,
Wiping my innocents
Tainted me in the rotten mould

It can’t possibly be my fault
Written on the stars no matter what,
A white piece of cloth
Up to you how I’m coloured and cut

I’m a hopeless victim
Always have and always will be,
Fragile heart that I am
Need all the loving from everybody

So be nice to me
Let it go when I’m being an ass,
When you’re mad at me
Remember the world to me is a tough test