And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
You’ve been my golden best friend Now with post-demise at hand Can’t go to you for consolation Cause we’re off limits during this transition
This grief overwhelms me It burns in my stomach And I can’t stop bumping into things I thought we’d be simple together I thought we’d be happy together Thought we’d be limitless together I thought we’d be precious together But I was sadly mistaken
You’ve been my soulmate and mentor I remembered you the moment I met you With you I knew god’s face was handsome With you I suffered an expansion
This loss is numbing me It pierces my chest And I can’t stop dropping everything
I thought we’d be sexy together Thought we’d be evolving together I thought we’d have children together I thought we’d be family together But I was sadly mistaken
If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air My wealth would render this no less severe
I thought we’d be genius together I thought we’d be healing together I thought we’d be growing together Thought we’d be adventurous together But I was sadly mistaken
Thought we’d be exploring together Thought we’d be inspired together I thought we’d be flying together Thought we’d be on fire together But I was sadly mistaken
I'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
Yeah, It's been a ride... I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one Now some of you might still be in that place If you're trying to get out, just follow me I'll get you there
You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit'n Whether he's on salary, paid hourly Until he bows out or he shit's his bowels out of him Whichever comes first, for better or worse He's married to the game, like a fuck you for christmas His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge To pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the universe
I'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
Ok quit playin' with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap You said you was king, you lied through your teeth For that fuck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh" Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Relax, I ain't going back to that now All I'm tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW Cause I ain't playin' around There's a game called circle and I don't know how I'm way too up to back down But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't This fucking black cloud still follow's me around But it's time to exercise these demons These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!
I'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
And I just can't keep living this way So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage I'm standing up, Imma face my demons I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground I've had enough, now I'm so fed up Time to put my life back together right now
It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through And don't even realise what you did, believe me you I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise To focus soley on handling my responsibility's as a father So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it You couldn't lift a single shingle on it Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry Well that's all right because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?" "I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back" We're runnin' right back, here we go again So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap Whose that dude? I don't even know his name I laid hands on her I never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
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You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em Got that warm fuzzy feeling Yeah them chills used to get em Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em You push pull each other's hair Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em So lost in the moments when you're in em It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both So they say it's best to go your seperate ways Guess that they don't know ya Cause today that was yesterday Yesterday is over, it's a different day Sound like broken records playin' over But you promised her next time you'll show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again Now you get to watch her leave out the window Guess that's why they call it window pane
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Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me When it comes to love you're just as blinded Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano All I know is I love you too much to walk away though Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk? Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall Next time there won't be no next time I apologize even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games I just want her back I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came CHORUS: Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you
CHORUS: Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came
CHORUS: Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Please take me by the hand It's so cold out tonight I'll put blankets on the bed I won't turn out the light Just don't forget to think about me And I won't forget you I'll write you once a week she said Why does it feel the same To fall in love or break it off And if young love is just a game Then I must have missed the kick off Don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything But I'd go through hell for you and
I haven't been this scared in a long time And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me
I'll think about the times She kissed me after class And she put up with my friends I acted like an ass I'd ditch my lecture to watch the girls play soccer Is my picture still hanging in her locker?
I haven't been this scared in a long time And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me
My friends are so depressed I feel the question of your loneliness Confide...'cause I'll be on your side You know I will, you know I will
Ex-girlfriend called me up Alone and desperate on the prison phone They want to give her seven years For being sad I love all of you Hurt by the cold So hard and lonely too When you don't know yourself
My friends are so distressed And standing on the brink of emptiness No words I know of to express This emptiness
I love all of you Hurt by the cold So hard and lonely too When you don't know yourself
Imagine me, taught by tragedy Release is peace
I heard a little girl And what she said was something beautiful To give your love no matter what Is what she said
I love all of you Hurt by the cold So hard and lonely too When you don't know yourself
Baby, baby, baby Whats it gonna be Baby, baby, baby Is it him or is it me? Dont make me waste my time Dont make me lose my mind baby
Baby, baby, baby Cant u stay with me tonight Oh baby, baby, baby Dont my kisses please u right U were so hard 2 find The beautiful ones, they hurt u everytime Paint a perfect picture Bring 2 life a vision in ones mind The beautiful ones Always smash the picture Always everytime
If I told u baby That I was in love with u Oh baby, baby, baby If we got married Would that be cool?
U make me so confused The beautiful ones U always seem 2 lose
Baby, baby, Baby, baby, Baby, baby, Baby, Whats it gonna be baby?
Do u want him? Or do u want me? Cause I want u Said I want u Tell me, babe Do u want me? I gotta know, I gotta know Do u want me? Baby, baby, baby Listen 2 me I may not know where Im going (babe) I said I may not know what I need One thing, one things 4 certain baby I know what I want, yeah And if it please u baby Please u, baby Im begging down on my knees I want u Yes I do Baby, baby, baby, baby I want you
It's hard to explain Inherently, it's just always been strange Neither here nor there Always somewhat out of place everywhere Ambiguous Without a sense of belonging to touch Somewhere halfway Feeling there's no-one completely the same
Standing alone Eager to just believe It's good enough to be what you really are But in your heart Uncertainty forever lies And you'll always be Somewhere on the outside Early on, you face the realisation You don't have a space Where you fit in And recognise you were born to exist
Standing alone Eager to just believe It's good enough to be what you really are But in your heart Uncertainty forever lies And you'll always be Somewhere on the outside
And it's hard And it's hard And it's hard
Irreversibly Falling in-between And it's hard And it's hard To be understood As you are As you are
Oh, and God knows That you're standing on your own Blind and unguided Into a world divided You're thrown Where you're never quite the same Although you try Try and try To tell yourself you really are But in your heart Uncertainty forever lies And you'll always be Somewhere on the outside You'll always be Somewhere on the outside
