It’s a scary world out there Sometimes too scary all I wanted to do is sleep Because in my sleep everything I see is not real Reality can’t compare to my dreams Or my nightmares
I never cared much for anything Greed they say is what brings all the troubles Shrugging your shoulders ought to shield you from the pain I guess that’s my way of staying safe Or so I thought I’d be safe It’s not your fault The only thing you did wrong was to find me As all this would have been a nothing Nothingness can’t hurt you the way you are hurting right now It wouldn’t beat you up silly
But there is no honour in nothingness So we take the risk of taking the risk Pushing aside our fears with the hope everything will be fine Battling our fears that keep going in circle Round and round
And it just never ends And it just can’t go back to that point we wish it to be Once it is gone it will never come back Harsh it may seem but that’s the way it is How wonderful if we could put a stop to it
I am hurting right now If not worse probably just as much as you are In my dreams it has never drifted to this The point where I need to stop dragging my feet And be face to face with reality
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry Well that's all right because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?" "I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back" We're runnin' right back, here we go again So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap Whose that dude? I don't even know his name I laid hands on her I never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
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You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em Got that warm fuzzy feeling Yeah them chills used to get em Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em You push pull each other's hair Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em So lost in the moments when you're in em It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both So they say it's best to go your seperate ways Guess that they don't know ya Cause today that was yesterday Yesterday is over, it's a different day Sound like broken records playin' over But you promised her next time you'll show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again Now you get to watch her leave out the window Guess that's why they call it window pane
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Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me When it comes to love you're just as blinded Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano All I know is I love you too much to walk away though Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk? Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall Next time there won't be no next time I apologize even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games I just want her back I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Are you dead Or are you just disappointed with yourself Don’t be too hard on yourself Let me do that for you
Don’t you start pointing your finger You should point your brain instead To the right direction so you can see How you mess everything up by being you Cry cry cry Apologies with that sad face of yours Let the tears flow some more Let’s do it over and over because it’s great fun
Am I being hard enough Snigger, we both know it will never be enough Not with you as you’re truly special A mythical breed with legendary stories
Again, am I being hard enough You like to rip into people right So for sure you can take your own ripping You can give some surely you can take some
Have a look back See how many moments you’ve wasted And try to guess how many moments I let it go Perhaps you’ll understand how I’m feeling
Said it before Now I’m saying it again Once the headache gets too much I’ll happily walk away
For the last time Am I being too hard I’ll probably regret this tomorrow But at least I get to say this out loud
Okay, now you can go cry some more And no, I’ll never take this down
