You'll Never Walk Alone

Aug 8, 2023

Your Verselet

Posted by The Good Boy at 11:06 PM 0 comments
Why am I in love with you?
What is it about you, what is it that you do? 
After such a heartbreak, I'm back at the same point, 
Hopelessly in love when I know there's no hope, 
When I know there's absolutely no future
To even see the glimmer, 
All the stars and galaxies need to be in line perfectly for us,
All the moons have to fall right onto our laps 
And all the rainbows curve right in front of us directly to all the pots.

And I'm still lonely.
Losing ADSA, losing faith, losing hope.
And long gone was my dignity.
I hate that I love you. 

Jul 10, 2023

How Many Times Can A Heart Breaks

Posted by The Good Boy at 1:19 PM 0 comments
At first in my mind it plays so simple,
I love you and you love me, that’s it, so simple,
The secrecy and the jealousy, they are bearable,
For you and me together, a bliss in a bubble.

Waiting for the safe window deep in the night, 
Sleep turns secondary resting eyes just a slight, 
While the world in a slumber we are fresh and bright, 
Beaming and glowing, you my princess are always a delight. 

When it’s our time, seems like no one else matters, 
That one other in our love equation is a non-factor, 
Like a silent letter, it’s there but no one bothers, 
And our love ecstasy keeps getting bigger and deeper. 

But then reality sets in, sense sets in, 
And then that non-factor, factors in, 
The rapture turns ache painfully deep within, 
A concern in particular keeps peeking in. 

How many times can a heart breaks? 
How much more sorrow can my heart takes? 
Do we not realise what is at stake? 
Mustn't we muster the courage to hit the brakes? 

I love you princess then and now my feelings are true, 
Truly convinced it should have been me and you, 
With certainty I knew, they were not mere clues, 
Ever after was waiting for us, just me and you. 

Sadly now, our paths are just too far apart to come together, 
The first time you so abruptly left our fate expires, 
Our time has passed, however strong our feelings they no longer matter, 
Alone, again I’ll be left to pick up the pieces that you shatter. 

Just how many times can a heart breaks? 
Forgive me Eyg, I no longer have what it takes, to find out..

Jun 1, 2011

End

Posted by The Good Boy at 3:40 PM 0 comments
I don’t know how to tell a story
The way you would want me too
The point would be blurry
No matter how I try to get it through

It won’t lift you up
When the chips are down
It won’t even take you to the path
Where you can stand on the solid ground

I don’t know how to make it interesting
Or to make you cry or even laugh
It will only leave you plotting
Your escape route no matter how tough

Like what you are doing right now..

Yesterday you were there
Smiling that smile so sweet
And love grew struck and hit
And looking down to my feet
Oh yes I was floating

But that was yesterday
Today couldn’t have been further away
Today I wish I had convinced you to stay
Just like the very first time
I’m missing you every single tick of the day

Now I see my own shadows
Sticking with me, without fail it follows
And here I am feeling so low
As the time move ever so slowly
My heart feels hollow

My time is over

May 9, 2011

Sucking in The Suckiness

Posted by The Good Boy at 5:00 PM 0 comments
Sometimes it’s good to be a kid. A kid as in not caring about right and wrong. A kid as in doing what you want without thinking about what or who would suffer be affected by it. Trust me it’s good. Therapeutic. And I need some therapy right now.

Well, I hate my life. Not all of it but a part of it, quite a large chunk though. From 730am to 630pm to be exact. A few years back I would have written a 100 lines poem to express my hatred towards it. I would whine about it non-stop. Not this time though. Not to say I’m stronger now or I’m more mature with age. I still actually do whine about it occasionally but it’s relatively very mild.

It sucks but it’s bearable, not because it sucks less then my previous whining obsessions but it sucks less because I don’t have to go through the suckiness alone. Having someone to go through it with you makes it bearable. It’s like having airbags in your car. It won’t stop the crash but it will cushion the impact.

All that will be gone soon. The factor that’s making all the pain between 730am to 630pm bearable will disappear. And that sucks. It sucks and it will continue to suck for a long time. There won’t be any stopping the suckiness. Suck and suck all the way. It will soon suck more than weddings (Weddings, I’m not fond of it at all. But for my love I’d do anything. I’d even walk the canopy walk all over again just for my love).

So how am I going to deal with something that’s going to be unbearable soon?
See first para, that’s how. I’m going to whine my way through the day. Rightly or wrongly I won’t care.

And it starts now.

Mar 5, 2011

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

Posted by The Good Boy at 4:24 PM 0 comments
For my baby darling..



And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
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