Been dreading it, worrying and stressing out
But when the day arrived, nothing
Like it has always been that way
I do not want this emptiness
I do not want to lose that smiling lips
The bright eyes and the childish charm
The warmth of the assuring presence
But I’m ok without it, not even a nightmare
To mark my longing for the emptiness to be filled again
To hear the sweet voice, the giggles
And that childish charm, a charm to die for
Maybe it’s too short, as it is too short
Five pairs of the sun and the moon
Maybe it is the promise that it will continue
After the cold is replaced by the familiar rain and shine
Maybe it is, but the truth is still a mystery
And I want to not be able to live without it
