Honest To God

I wish I can give more
For I really want to
Honest to God, I really want to
I even tried to convince myself
That I need to

I wish I could smile
And say with bright eyes
I can already taste ever after
With my arms wide open
This couldn’t get any better

But it is me with all my puzzles
That's what I write and scream about
All along all through out
The barrier of all barriers
It is me and me only

What can I do to stop the resentment
What more should I say to appease
When it is as crystal
The cure can be nothing else
Of which what was first asked

I guess I can only say
I’m sorry it has to be this way
That I understand it thoroughly
That I know all this will end
For I was in the same blurring shoes

I wish it will get simpler
I wish it will be clearer
I wish I can give more
For I really want to
Honest to God, I really want to