The Time Cycle

They said time will heal and they were right. I was healed, but what they didn’t say is as time heals, it will bring along new heartaches, different conflicts. So it is actually a cycle. A cruel cycle if you asked me. The new will replace the old, and heartaches are not immune to this law of nature. Old heartaches will go away but the new ones will take their place.

"Nobody said it was easy, well no one ever said that it will be this hard," sings Chris Martin. I guess just like him, I found out the hard way. Poor guy, poor me!

Funny how they also said problems will keep you alive because I’m not feeling too lively right now. I'm feeling sad, empty, sorry and angry. The first three feelings are understandable because no matter what comes to mind, I do care. The last feeling though, it's unjustified. I'm just being a brat, a brat who is not getting his way. Deep down I know it's for the best.

Look back from time to time but never ever stop looking forward. Don’t worry about the people in your past, there is a reason they didn’t make it to your future. Forget who hurt you yesterday, but don't forget who loves you tenderly today. Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. Bla bla bla…

Are there more annoying things than quotes like above?! Sigh...

Thankfully though, time also brings experience. I’m still not strong enough to take it all but I wasn’t as weak as when I first felt it. I’m better at adjusting now and better to accept the fact that some things will not be the way we want it to be. No matter how much we want it to be, no matter how hard we try to make it work, if it’s not meant to be then it wont be. Accept it and just let it be. Hard as it is, letting go is the best cure.

A wise man that was Homer Simpson once said, “Here's to alcohol, the cause of—and solution to—all life's problems!”

Now I’m saying, “Here’s to time, the solution to—and cause of—all life's problems!”

Life goes on…