Deserted

Allow me to hope
You will be in my dreams
As my reality is taboo to you
You are becoming elusive
When once I had you
Firmly in my grips

If I’m allowed one question
Why are you staying away
Even on my sunniest of days
I resent seeing you with them
While I’m standing on the side
Struggling with the tide

I cannot go on without you
All I’m asking for are moments
Not eternity, not without ends
How can you be there for them
Even when they are crying
Yet not me, even when I’m laughing

So allow me to hope
You will be in my dreams
As my reality is taboo to you
And if it's not too big a dream
One day I’ll have you again
Firmly in my grasp.