Tomorrow

If I don’t make it to tomorrow,
Tell the world that I never meant any harm
despite all the troubles I caused
Tell the world that I have tried all I can
although my all never seemed enough

When I get scared,
I always try to cast the fear away
But the fear often proved to be too great
And the courage just couldn’t find its way inside

When I’m down,
I try to hold the tears back every time
But the tears flowed through my clenched fist
And the smiles drowned failing to surface

When it appear like I don’t care,
Take my word that I lay in bed thinking about it all night
That I lay gathering all my strength to make it right come sunrise
Until my uncertain heart destroys my honest intention
Pushing, burying and damning me into agonising eternity

So if I don’t make it to tomorrow,
Tell the world that I have love in my heart
in spite of the abundant of hatred
And tell the world that I have faith in my soul
amidst the constant angst and anger

But if I do make it to tomorrow,
Remind me of how I used to give up
And how the first step is the hardest part
And remind me that doubt is like the mist
When the wind blows I will be well in peace