Nov 25, 2008

A Prayer

Posted by The Good Boy at 6:48 PM 2 comments
Dear God,
I don’t know much about her
And I don’t know how You see her
But I know enough to understand
No mischief is in her essence

From my eyes,
She is like a lovely rainbow
The colours flawless in each row
Though at times they jumble up in the arch
When the sun is beaten by the dark

As lively as she is,
She is living in fear
Of shedding more tears
So she cuddles up alone
And bear everything on her own

So please God,
Anyone can tell and assure her
She’s not alone when things are harder
But only You can make her realise
She has caring hearts by her side

Dear God,
Lessen for her life’s blows and hits
Not because she is too weak to take it
Or not strong enough to survive the test
But simply because she deserves the best

She brings happiness, if not to others at least to me
So please God, shower her with joy as much as there can be.

Oct 20, 2008

Liverpool vs Wigan

Posted by The Good Boy at 2:13 PM 0 comments
Final score : 3-2
Scorer : Kuyt-2x, Riera (Liv), Amir Zaki (Wigan)
Red Card : Valencia (Wigan)
Man of the match : Dirk Kuyt

Never in my wildest dream had I thought I would see Liverpool under Rafa Benitez playing with only two defenders. Well it happened in this game, be it after Wigan were down to 10 men, but it happened and it worked!

Another comeback victory, another Kuyt winner in the dying minute, and I’m absolutely loving it right now.

Daniel Agger made his first appearance in the league this season and while overall he did ok, the rustiness was clear for all to see. He missed tackles, failed to get the ball off the opponents lots of times, he messed up the offside trap once and of course that horrible error that gifted Wigan their first goal. But he made up for it with that wonderful run, beating his man and a perfect assist for Kuyt for the equaliser. I felt sorry for him after the error because the last thing he needed was just that, stupid error that will take away his confidence in his league comeback. But he reacted well and I’m so pleased for him. He is a good player, an important one and I’m sure he will be back to his best with the run of games he will play. I just hope Rafa won’t be too harsh and drop him after this.

Kuyt played upfront in the absence of Torres and he played very well. He could have had a hattrick if not for the fine saves by Kirkland. As well as he played, I have no doubt he will return to the right side when Torres came back. I hope he will take it well because based on his performance in this game he certainly deserves to play up front. However the team is more important than a player and I’m sure he won’t make an issue when he is asked to play on the right.

We are leaking goals at the moment and when the halftime finished at 1-2, I fear we have used up all or our luck for the season. Surely we can’t stage another comeback? But we did and big pats on the back for the whole team including Rafa. He subbed off both of the fullbacks and replaced them with attacking players. Of course the sending off helped, a lot, but it was really pleasing to see Rafa took real initiatives to win the game. When we were chasing the game we were actually playing 2-4-4! Well done Rafa.

However we need to be careful, we need to stop conceding goals. We can’t keep producing gritty comebacks; sooner or later we won’t be able to win games after going behind. The laws of average guaranteed that. I’m sure Carra and Agger will get used to play with one another soon and I hope they will produce the partnership that worked so well before Agger got injured. I want them to be the first choice partnership because for me, as well as Skrtle has been playing, Carra-Agger partnership is better.

Riere scored his first goal, and he deserved it too as he has been playing well since his debut. Gerrard put on a real mature performance, he really is becoming a real wonderful player, realising his potential as the best central midfield around. Alonso also continued his good form without being spectacular and Keane is still trying too hard, I think. He needs to relax more.

Only 1 player I’m worried about, Dossena. I had such a high hope for him when he signed but right now he is looking like the weak link of the team. And he is fat too! Losing a few kilos will do him a lot of good.

Special mention to Amir Zaki, he really is some player! I’m not just talking about that goal he scored (beautiful wonderful second goal), but also how hard he worked for the team. He pressed the defenders all the time and just never stopped running. Definitely the signing of the season.

Wigan played really well. Shame that the sending off robbed them of all 3 points. Oh well, that’s football for you, sometimes things go against you, sometimes they go for you. One thing for sure, it luck in football has its own way of balancing things out. We are enjoying good lucks at the moment but bad lucks will come our way. I just hope when the time comes we will be good enough handle it…….

Oct 14, 2008

Trippin' GUP

Posted by The Good Boy at 2:57 PM 0 comments
GUP is having a company trip early next month, you know, one of those activity people do to bond. Some people feel that since we have been so busy working hard in the office and we hardly have time to bond with each other, this trip will be good for us (sigh). Great, that’s what we need here at GUP. More reason to get away from work!

And this trip will involve the big bosses as well. I DON'T WANT TO GO. It's not that I don't like where we are going, in fact I love it the last time we were there. But I can just imagine what the conversations would be like, something like this.....

Big Boss : So how are things with you right now?

Me : Erm….good. Everything is good.

Big Boss : That’s good. How do you find working with GUP after….how long have you been with GUP?

Me :16 months…

Big Boss : Yeah, 16 months. So how do you find GUP so far?

Me : Erm…..GUP is……good…

Big Boss : Yup. Working in this field will make you feel good. It’s a noble thing that we are doing. You should be proud working with GUP.

Me : Erm…yeah…I guess I should….

Big Boss : What are you working on right now?

Me : Oh….I’m working on….on this…..thing….

Big Boss : What thing?

Me : You know….that thing….

Big Boss : No, I don’t know.

Me : Err…I’m working on….nothing…

Big Boss : What was that?!

Me : I’m not working on anything…

Big Boss : What do you mean you are not working on anything?

Me : It means I’m not working on anything. Everyday all I do is ‘News Brief’, and that is it.

Big Boss : I’m not getting this. So you don’t do any work? Why is that? And what the hell is ‘News Brief’?

Me : News Brief is news summary. Everyday I look for related news on the net, then summarise it and email the link to everyone. I don’t do other things because there are no other things to work on.

Big Boss : So we are paying you.…how much are we paying you?

Me : Erm…XXXXk…

Big Boss : Right, so we are paying you XXXXk just to surf the net?

Me : Erm…I guess…

Big Boss : How can that be? You get paid to surf the net and sit around all day!

Me : I guess….if you want to put it that way….

Big Boss : So what do you do with your time in office?

Me : Well….I try to do……my own…..research. Yup that’s right, I do my own research.

Big Boss : What research?

Me : You know…..research…..

Big Boss : No, I don’t know.

Me : Well...research on….PR….you know...how we can…increase…erm….. ah screw this! You want to know how I spend my time? Well here’s how. I chat online with my friends all day. Also I’m on Facebook a lot. I like to play Mobwar. Do you play Mobwar? Fun game you should try it. And also, I spend a lot of time writing for my blog. I don’t mean to burst your bubble, but GUP is embarrassing. It is everything that is wrong with this world today. Incompetence at the top management level, no direction whatsoever. Our partners are laughing at us, you know that? We are a joke. People give us money and we spend it for things like this, fun trip, fun outings, fun whatever else. And you, we hardly ever see you. You call yourself the big boss? If not for this trip, I would have forgotten how you looked like. GUP is going straight down to hell!
There, I’ve said it all!

Big Boss : Oh…ok…hmm…

Me : ...............

Big Boss : So you have a blog? Interesting. Can I read it?

Me : No.

Big Boss : Why not?

Me : Because in it I made fun of GUP a lot…..

Ok, of course it won't be exactly like that, but you get the idea right? The big bosses, they are hardly around, so the few times that they are, they will ask a lot of questions to make it like they care for GUP. So, to avoid bad situations like above, I seriously don't want to go but I have no idea how to escape from this trip.......

Help, anyone has any ideas?

Oct 10, 2008

Idiot

Posted by The Good Boy at 10:52 AM 0 comments
Can I just blame you
For the way I am right now,
Before I met you
Words off my mouth were never foul

Or are they to blame
When 'righteous' and 'pure' me turned bad,
Too much love bring shame
‘Be cruel to be kind’ and all that

Or is it the world
‘Nasty’ and ‘ Mean’ it has been called,
Too cold with no soul
Too cursed to have roses on the wall

Yup those are the reasons
You and them with the whole world,
Wiping my innocents
Tainted me in the rotten mould

It can’t possibly be my fault
Written on the stars no matter what,
A white piece of cloth
Up to you how I’m coloured and cut

I’m a hopeless victim
Always have and always will be,
Fragile heart that I am
Need all the loving from everybody

So be nice to me
Let it go when I’m being an ass,
When you’re mad at me
Remember the world to me is a tough test

Oct 9, 2008

Tearing My Hair Out

Posted by The Good Boy at 6:01 PM 0 comments
You know what sucks? When the time comes for you to finally get something that you really wanted, after you’ve been waiting for so long, only for you to be told that you need to wait a little while longer.

Things happened recently that made me feel like the whole excitement and happiness in me was taken out painfully and replaced with huge disappointments.

First, I finally managed to gather all my nerve to buy an N-series. I’ve wanted to buy it since last year and since my plea to family and friends to buy it for me was ignored, I have been saving for it, bit by bit. I bought it on Tuesday, using my birthday as an excuse, excitedly planning to show it off to everyone. But to my big disappointment, it didn’t happen. I have to return the phone because there was a problem with the camera. How suck is that? I could have paraded it at my dad’s birthday dinner, could have taken pictures of the belly dancer, but no, I have to wait a little bit more.

Then I also found out that season 7 of The Shield, the greatest TV series ever, has only just started showing in US. I think they are now at the 4th episode. That means I have to wait for quite sometime for the DVD to be available. I already have season 1-6, and season 7 being the final season is going to be the best ever. Being a big fan of it, you can imagine how excited I was to complete my collection. I knew there were some problems with the production of season 7 because of the Hollywood writer’s strike, but at that time they were almost done with the shooting so I thought whatever problems occurred, it won’t take long for them to finish it. Obviously I’m wrong, and obviously I’m very disappointed right now. I'd be lucky if they started selling the DVD early next year.

My third disappointment is work related. GUP was supposed to participate in this big exhibition next weekend, it will be my project. I’ve made plan for it since August and was so happy to have something to work on because playing Mobwar all day can be a little bit boring. But then my boss ruined it all for me by saying we have to pull out because we don’t have the budget for it. We can’t even afford to pay for the exhibition fee! Why the hell did he tell me we were going to join when he knew we can’t afford it from the start?!! I was so looking forward to next weekend but now, again, I’m left disappointed.

What a tragic life I’m living right now. It’s like nothing is going right for me.

A phone that has all these features I don't need was taken away from me, the new season of the TV series that I loved is not out on DVD yet and a weekend job that I don’t get to do.

Can you see how sucky my life is right now?

Sigh, enough complaining, I have to go. I need to look for the latest update on these tsunami victims in Sri Lanka, who are still homeless after all these years. Hmm....
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